About tensions

[20/11 00:06] SS: Universe is so big
[20/11 00:06] SS: Dantlo oka galaxy undi
[20/11 00:06] SS: Its name is milky way galaxy
[20/11 00:07] SS: Dantlo oka solar system undi whose head is Sun
[20/11 00:07] SS: And family lo 9 planets
[20/11 00:08] SS: Andulo okati planet (Pluto) family badalu barinchaleka
[20/11 00:08] SS: Ekkadko velpoindi
[20/11 00:09] SS: Aa migilna nine planets lo there's an interesting planet called Earth
[20/11 00:09] SS: Daanni inka zoom in chesthe
[20/11 00:10] SS: Chala water and konchem land undi
[20/11 00:10] SS: Aa unna konchem land lo 7 continents unnai
[20/11 00:11] SS: And dantlo we'll zoom in to the largest continent - Asia
[20/11 00:11] SS: And dantlo oka vintha fairness-obsessed country undi
[20/11 00:13] SS: Name is India
[20/11 00:15] SS: It is known for brown people but akkada manshulaki mathram white ga kanipinchalani pichi
Endo mari veellake theliyali

And ee country lo white ga unte manchollu and trustworthy people
And brown or dark brown color skin unte not intelligent and not trustworthy ani blind ga namme chetha manshulu unde country
[20/11 00:15] SS: Ilanti oka interesting country ni inka zoom chesthe
[20/11 00:16] SS: Telangana ane oka state
[20/11 00:16] SS: Inka zoom chesthe Hyderabad ane oka city
[20/11 00:16] SS: Inka zoom chesthe Ameerpet ani oka area
[20/11 00:17] SS: Inka zoom chesthe akkada oka illu
And aa intlo nuvu
[20/11 00:17] SS: And nee tensions
[20/11 00:18] SS: Intha zoom chesthe zoom chesthe kani kanapadani nee intiki and niku
Aa thokkalo tensions avsrama
[20/11 00:19] SS: Veeti annintitho compare chesthe
Nee area entha, nee illu entha, Nuvventha and nee tensions entha
[20/11 00:20] SS: 0.0000000000000000001% of that or even even even more lesser than that
[20/11 00:20] SS: Just go on with life
[20/11 00:21] SS: Edaithe adi aithadi
[20/11 00:21] SS: Just don't sit idle
[20/11 00:21] SS: Do smthng
[20/11 00:22] SS: And ninnu gurthinchali ante inthala zoom chese avsram lekunde chusko
[20/11 00:23] SS: Get yourself an identity on a bigger scale so that further zooming is not required to find you out

How do I control my feelings?

[19/11 22:50] SS: 6th 7th 8th 9th class lo unnappudu em avthadi ante
[19/11 22:51] SS: People can notice that a girl reads well and secures top ranks in the class
Where as boys chadavaru
Chillar gallu thayaravtharu
[19/11 22:53] SS: Class lo teachers n parents prathisari boys ni Adige maata

Aa pilla baane chaduvthundi kada meeke m aindi marks thakkuvosthunai ani
[19/11 22:56] SS: Monna deep thinking chesthu veeti gurinche aalochisthunde
[19/11 23:01] SS: Like*
[19/11 23:02] SS: Aa classes lo ne manam
[19/11 23:03] SS: Kids nundi adolescents ga transform aithuntam
[19/11 23:03] SS: There by happens so many changes in our hormones
[19/11 23:04] SS: Girls gurinchi pakkaku pedthe
[19/11 23:04] SS: Boys ki aa age lo ne
[19/11 23:04] SS: Somehow
[19/11 23:07] SS: They somehow get introduced to a different world
That world consists of love, girls, sex, porn, ilantivi anni

Ela introduce avthayo evar valla introduce avtharo kuda thelikunda aipotham

And appati varku chusna world different ga kanipinchadam start avthadi

Chinnapatinundi thanathone aadukunna Ade girl vere la ga kanipisthadi

He understands the actual diff between a girl and a boy
[19/11 23:08] SS: Oka mind lo intha stuff run avthunte
[19/11 23:08] SS: Papam how a boy could focus on studies
[19/11 23:08] SS: Naa mind ante peddadi kabatti I could focus on this and that
Ala gadichipoindi
[19/11 23:09] SS: Andari ala kadu
[19/11 23:09] SS: Cope up cheskunna vallu
[19/11 23:09] SS: And aa vishayala gurinchi thelvani vallu thappa
[19/11 23:09] SS: Migitha boys andaru
[19/11 23:09] SS: Aagam aa age lo
[19/11 23:10] SS: Mana parents scl generation lo there was no internet to make kids gets introduced to all that non sense
[19/11 23:10] SS: TV
[19/11 23:11] SS: Movies
Ilantivi anni chala
[19/11 23:11] SS: Baguntunde appatlo
[19/11 23:11] SS: Ee generation movies manaki theliyani mana culture lo leni liplocks ni introduce chesthunai
[19/11 23:13] SS: Weak mindset boys ee sex, girls, porn, etc lantivi annintini bore kotti or mind strong cheskoni odilese time ki

Alcohol, drugs, cigarettes introduce avthai vaadiki
[19/11 23:13] SS: And malli
[19/11 23:13] SS: Alaage oka stage of life realise ayye varku
[19/11 23:13] SS: Anthe inka
[19/11 23:14] SS: And inka girls vishayaniki osthe
[19/11 23:14] SS: There's a fact that boys kanna girls hormones a strong ani
[19/11 23:17] SS: Okavela veellaki aa paina cheppina vishyalu telisthe inka ruin aipotharu aa Scl age lo ne

And avanni vishayalu theliyavu kabatti
Normal ga valla scl books chaduvukuntu potharu

Alantivi untai ani thelikunda pergutharu

Ranks anni vallake
Lucky girls
[19/11 23:21] SS: And certain age ki girls ki kuda thelusthai but aa age ki oche sariki max boys aa vishayalu anni pakkaku pettesi untaru
Boys already aa feelings ochina lite le kotha em kadu ane stage ki ochestham
[19/11 23:22] SS: And Ade age lo girls ki pelli chesestharu simply
[19/11 23:22] SS: 😂
[19/11 23:24] SS: 7th class appadu start aina feelings ochi ochi madhyalo maku bore kottesnai

We don't find it much interesting now
Appatilaga antha excite avvam alantivi chusinasare
[19/11 23:25] SS: Wonder woman movie lo
[19/11 23:25] SS: There will be an island with only girls
[19/11 23:25] SS: Dantlo princess chala strong
[19/11 23:25] SS: Like a superman
[19/11 23:26] SS: Sudden ga edo portal nundi oka army vadu battle nundi aa island lo ki padipothadi
[19/11 23:26] SS: And stun avthadu
[19/11 23:27] SS: Arey oka island motham beautiful women ani
[19/11 23:27] SS: But aa women mathram casual ga ne respond avtharu
[19/11 23:28] SS: Princess ki mathram excitement untadi
Aa world ela untadi ani
Akkada wars ela avthai, technology ela undi ani
[19/11 23:29] SS: Okay nen velthunna, natho raavochu meeru if you are okay antadu
[19/11 23:29] SS: Aa princess valla mom tho godavapadi Mari velthadi
[19/11 23:29] SS: Aa poradu full kush
[19/11 23:30] SS: Intha beautiful princess natho boat osthadi
May be she is in love with me
Mem iddarame untam journey lo ala ala ani
[19/11 23:31] SS: Daari madhyalo vaadu thanatho matladtuntadu
[19/11 23:31] SS: Love meeda mee opinion ani adgithe
Yeah I love my mom and people in my kingdom
Ani antadi
[19/11 23:33] SS: Em ankokandi, Will ask you 1 question
How were you born?(like andaru women a unnaru kada ani vaadi doubt)

She replies - I was born in a pot
[19/11 23:38] SS: Oka Matti kunda lo puttina ani chepthadi
[19/11 23:38] SS: Ee pilla ni straight ga adgali question ani
"Okay, meeku sex gurinchi telsa" ani adguthadu
[19/11 23:39] SS: She says - yeah I know, I have read in the books ani antadi
[19/11 23:39] SS: Vaadu weird face padthadu
Enti ee ammai intha casual ga respond aindi ani
[19/11 23:39] SS: She senses that expression and says
[19/11 23:40] SS: Yeah I have read that you people raise babies from that and more often you do that in action of making love
[19/11 23:40] SS: And
[19/11 23:40] SS: Where as
[19/11 23:41] SS: It is nthng but *pleasures of flesh* ani antadi
[19/11 23:42] SS: Evar raasaro telidu ee dialogue but
Fan aipoina asal

Just aa flesh nundi oche pleasure kosam intha aagam aagam aipotham asal ani
[19/11 23:43] SS: Ee age ochesarki
Nen realise ayyi petkunna oka statement *pleasures of flesh*
[19/11 23:44] SS: Antha flesh
Edo lo lips o cheeks o breast part wat where that is
[19/11 23:44] SS: Flesh a kada
[19/11 23:45] SS: Daanni mutkunte pleasure osthadi ani mind lo oka statement raskodam
[19/11 23:45] SS: Valla
[19/11 23:45] SS: ila apoinru janalu
[19/11 23:45] SS: Where as all that could be seen in this way also
[19/11 23:46] SS: This is how I control those odd feelings

Confession

Confession😔

Meethone enduk chepdam ankunna ante I felt you are my true well wisher and a good frnd

BTech aipogane Edo oka job cheyakunda GATE kachithanga rayali eesari elagaina ankoni sahasam chesi job thoughts pakkaku petti kurchunna

But ankunna daanikante idi chala kastam ani daarilo artham aindi
Intlo undi day time lo chaduvu meeda Focus cheyadam, evaro evaro intiki vasthu pothu unna dedicated ga undatam, ilantivi chinnavatiga anipisthai kani asal chala pedda obstacles

July lo start chesthe ippativarku chala months waste chesanu

Thappu chesanu

Sorry
Really sorry

I now understand what are all those that I have been struggling with

Naa chethulaara aagam cheskuntunna naa life ni asal

I promise you that pichi pichi panulu thoughts anni manesi sure ga I will read from this night only😔

Kachithanga chaduvutha

Day time lo focus cheyadam rakapothe nights a chaduvutha
Emaina kaani
Edaithe adi avthadi

I will win before I die